When I first met him, it was like a lightning bolt had struck me. His eyes were deep and bright, and I couldn’t help but want to get closer to him, to explore the secrets hidden deep inside him. I started frantically collecting information about him, wanting to know everything about him. I was immersed in this exciting and exhilarating feeling, which gave me an unprecedented sense of vitality and motivation. But as I got to know him better, I gradually discovered his other side. He wasn’t the perfect person I had imagined but an ordinary normal guy just like you like me. When I realized this, I started feeling disappointed and discouraged. I began to question whether my feelings were really worth pursuing, whether they were really suitable and stable. I started keeping my distance from him, no longer contacting him as frequently as before. I didn’t want to get myself caught up in this crazy state of mind again, because I knew it wouldn’t lead to good results.

Because sometimes, two people are too familiar with each other, and it’s awkward to continue playing along.